Wow. . . its always funny when I get lured back here and, after looking through a few wonderful galleries, check out my page. I can never quite remember how I left it, what was the last silly journal entry about?;Has anyone commented on anything of mine in my absence?; What was the last thing I uploaded?; Did I get around to uploading those pictures I said I would?

Sounds silly but I can't keep any of that straight. Maybe because my hiatus can stretch on for several months. I'm often surprised though, when I realize I haven't been away for nearly as long as it feels like.

I am sad because my hard-drive is in limbo(since late summer-early fall) and so I don't have access to my art and documents. Might not be able to recover them either. :< I was working on an elaborate avatar art for a friend and now I more or less have to start over. gah!! When will I learn to back up my stuff?

Anyway, there's been a lot of changes in my life since this entry. Namely I'm now unofficially engaged. XD Yesh, unofficially since there were a few steps that were left out... Sorrie sweetie but yea, talking about it repeatedly until I agree that getting engaged sounds like a wonderful idea doesn't equal proposal. That would be a discussion. A proposal usually involves rings or something shiny or pretty to woo a person with thus, making a proposal of marriage far more successful then if it were to simply be talked about and agreed upon.
I say that but in truth I don't really need one. I found someone very special that makes me feel loved and beautiful everyday day I'm with him. He has supported me through the bad times(admittidly it hasnt been so great lately) and gave me strength when I thought I was tapped out. I could get even more mushy but I'll hold off for now.

Next journal: The past winter(Good times, bad times, and really scary times)